Is it bad that I think about him more than anyone? It's been since December and I can't shake him from my thoughts dreams and heart. Why do I have such high hopes? NBA or not. His passion for the game of basketball draws me towards him. His positive attitude Is the other half I need in my life. To w the reason that beautiful smile exists is my 1 dream. I can't explain how fast my heart beats when I think of him. :/ I thought it was just a crush. But come on...it's been way too long. #rickyrubio